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Once Again May 21, 2011

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Once again I write.

I reach out to express.

To hear and to be heard.

To read and to be read.

The course of my life since the last post has gone from anger, to forgiveness, to “have I really forgiven,” to releasing, to coming clean, to allowing the truth to present itself, to releasing again, and finally the manifestation of the my deepest desires of my heart.   In my journey to find the one I would grow old with, the one I would share the rest of my life with, the one who would not only be an exemplary husband but father as well, I have received abundantly more than I could have ever imagined or sought out on my own.

To the one who loves me the most, beyond my idiosyncracies, I am beyond grateful.

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To my husband who shows me a love I never thought possible, I appreciate every breath of you.

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Sunday, September 28th, 2008 September 29, 2008

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A word of encouragement

A breath of fresh air

During times of confusion

And a time of despair

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A simple share

Nothing more than a sentence

Someone has been listening

Tho my life has felt like the worth of a pence

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I know I’m not the only one

Who thought love was the manifestation of fate

Who believed in it all

The definition found at 1st Corinthians 13:4 to 8

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Now, I look to the One only

Who loves me beyond myself

And smiles at me and helps me

Take the real me off the shelf

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It’s easy to walk astray

When you’re blinded by a sight

The sound so golden

The touch so right

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Thank you for loving me

Beyond what I know

I’m just a young girl

Who has knowledge to gain & wisdom to grow

June 16th, 2008 June 26, 2008

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I cried out to the Lord one day.

I asked God for a sign.

(I thought it came to me in a license plate, the name of a state.)

When later that evening the basis of my request spoke to me.

I heard words of opposition in my ears.

Confused & baffled,

I pleaded for clarity from the source – but found none.

Words that were not responded to.

A dead silence hung in the air,

And the desire of death raged in my heart and galloped through my mind.

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A sweet child,

I once was,

Innocent,

Untouched,

Wide-eyed.

Now many years exhausted,

Tear worn eyes are bloodshot,

Faith in him is lost.

Life lays all around me,

And I’m searching for the girl I once was,

The Lady who’s been lost.